Gah!

I'm only blogging about this because I'm so irritated. I'm not naming names not because I don't want to embarrass people, but because I think its not very considerate to do so. I don't rant and rave and be angry on Facebook so I go angry in my posts here just so I can get it out somewhere. It really makes me feel better.

Today I had this experience with a friend that made me just furious. I had some friends ask me if I wanted to go to the timeout for women convention in Idaho Falls. I said yes, thinking I could just buy my own ticket. A few weeks ago this friend asked me if I still wanted to go, after having bought group tickets the month before. I said that I still wanted to go and they said I could pay them and how much it was. I emailed them this morning saying that I wouldn't be able to make it this weekend and that we could work together to find someone. I got this rude email back saying that it was my responsibility and that I still needed to pay. I was totally okay with finding someone to replace me, I just think I was hurt and offended the way it came across and I didn't know how to respond. I took a few hours to respond because I didn't want to respond when I was angry because that's always a bad idea at least for me. I didn't know if I was so upset because I was supposed to be or because I'm pregnant. Dang these pregnancy hormones. The emails just kept getting worse and I just kept getting more and more hurt. Good news is that I did find someone to take my ticket. I sent this friend an apology hoping to feel better even though I didn't think I did anything wrong. There's just something about apologies that make me feel better even if they're not accepted. I didn't think I should have to pay for something I wasn't partaking in, but I had no problem helping out to find a replacement. I don't think I'll ever hear or see an apology, but I don't really care, that's not what its about. It's about doing the right thing for me and feeling good about it.

And my rant is over! Thanks for listening or you know, reading.

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15 weeks, 2 days

15 weeks tomorrow?

Seriously? I know I do this every week, freaking out that yet another week has gone by, but these weeks are going by so incredibly fast. I just can't believe it. I'm well over a third of the way there. Amazing! I remember being pregnant with Brenden and I felt like I wad pregnant forever. This time I just got pregnant looking super fast. This time, I love being pregnant, I love not sharing it with everyone on the face of the planet, I love not being nauseous, I love the support from family, I love our doctor, and I can't wait to hear what we're having because as soon as we find that out, the whole world can know. This pregnancy is so refreshing!

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14 weeks, 1 day

I took these on Sunday, so they're a few days late, but hey, my blogs private right now except to a select few that already know we're having a baby. So I would say, I'm already over it.

Bahhh!

I felt this little lemon sized baby move for the very first time tonight. I'm feeling this baby move and everyone around doesn't even know there's a little one in there. So weird!

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Ahhhhh!

14 weeks tomorrow. Seriously? How is this possible? Time is just flying by and I gotta say I love it. I couldn't imagine going through another pregnancy like I did with Brenden. I just can't wait to find out if its a boy or a girl. Little secret, I'm hoping girl!

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Wow!

I just can't believe I only have 2 days left in this first trimester. Weird. This pregnancy is just flying by. Maybe its the whole having a one year old to preoccupy me thing. All I know is that this is wonderful!

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13 weeks, 1 day

12 weeks appointment

I had my 12 week appointment today and it went so well. Brenden had been sick today and even though Dr. Jones isn't Brenden's doctor he offered to take a look at him and write a script for the poor sick baby.

Onto the actual appointment. My blood pressure was a little high, but probably from being sick throwing up all day yesterday. Nothing to be worried about. I got measured. Well my belly got measured. I'm measuring 12-12 1/4 weeks, which is great because I'm officially 12 weeks, and 4 days. We also got to hear the baby's heartbeat which is still super fast! Dr. Jones also gave me some prescription prenatals to give a try. I had to have a prescription last time so it was no surprise.

I would say that today was a very successful doctors appointment. Heck the whole day was successful! I also got a bassinet!

Good days!

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Pregnancy Affirmation of the Day

I know thus nausea won't last forever. We're almost through it. Tomorrow marks 12 weeks, so this nausea will slowly start to disappear now.

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Pregnancy Affirmation of the Day

I love the feeling of freshly brushed teeth, but what's even better is being able to keep everything down.

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Pregnancy Affirmation of the Day

I'm so blessed this Valentine's day. I'm so thankful for such a wonderful husband and great little baby. I can't wait until this little one joins us. All in time.

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11 weeks

Seriously? This first trimester is just flying by! Where is all of the time going? Two more weeks and I'll be totally out of this trimester. Amazing. I'm excited that this pregnancy is going so incredibly well. It's seriously been a piece of cake! There's been a little bit of nausea, but nothing like it was with Brenden. With Brenden I was so sick, I had to spend the summer in a basement right next to the bathroom. I had never been so sick in my whole entire life. It was horrible. But this time although I feel like I already look six months pregnant I'm still able to do things. This is a major plus having a one year old who wants to do everything! I'll be happy when I can get some energy back! And I'm well aware it probably won't come back until the third trimester. Poo!

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Pregnancy Affirmation of the Day

I'm so glad that we were able to find a new and awesome doctor!

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Pregnancy Affirmation of the Day

I'm so blessed that this pregnancy has been so easy and I know I have a healthy baby.

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Pregnancy Affirmation of the Day

Brenden will be 18 months a month before the new baby. Yes!

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Wow!

I'm feeling so pregnant already!!! I can't decide if its because its a second pregnancy and this is just how the cookies crumble, or wait maybe I'm really having twins! I have been having so many twin dream lately. Crazy, huh! I thought these crazy twin dreams would end when we only saw one heartbeat a few weeks ago at the ultrasound, but no. They have not! Then I heard a story about my Aunt Julie. She didn't know that she was having twins until later on in the pregnancy. One twin was hiding behind the other.

I just finished reading a bunch of forums and it looks perfectly normal to start looking pregnant a lot sooner the more pregnancies you have. That makes me feel more relieved. Although, this secret is going to be a lot harder to keep until April if I just keep getting bigger and bigger. I'm only 10 weeks and already in maternity clothes. This is insanity! I was around 6 or 7 months with Brenden when I started wearing maternity clothes. Its so weird to me that I'm already looking pregnant. Does that mean I don't have to be pregnant as long, I sure hope so.

Chris and I weren't planning on telling people about the baby until we found out gender, but I'm showing so much already, I just don't know if that's going to be possible. Right now I just have a granny belly. Gross!

Wish me luck that we can keep our little secret!

10 weeks, 1 day!

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New Car!

New Car!!!

Chris and I got a new car today! Well new to us. It is amazing and I love it!!!!! We went to that dealership today and test drove it, fell in love, and bought it!!! Cash! That's right. It feels so good to have done that.

Its got some amazing add-ons. Its got this dvd/vcr system for the back seats. It has this back-up camera that fits over the rear view mirror that can switch over to the dvd/vcr. Its got this huge amp and massive 16-inch subwoofers. We'll probably end up selling that add-on. Its just not that practical. Its got this in car system for your phone that works through the stereo.

The downside of getting this for such a great price? We have to clean and detail it ourselves. Bummer, right?

All in all, we ended spending $8700 including dealer and doc fees. Amazing! I just love it.

Pictures to come.